The ending to a influential year. Relationships and friendships changed, my life changed, & also realized some people didn’t change. But most of all I changed. I realized my ginormous faults, but also I realized that I am someone that can make something of herself, that I am not worthless & that there is always a positive to something. So Don’t take life for granted; make every moment count. I still got some more growing up to do which will be a life long journey with God and I. But yeah. So these are just some memories from my last December on tumblr. Just one last post.

Tumblr’s gotten “useless” to me now like it’s just not the same. It’s not a place where I can just write anything I’m feeling, because people you know find you and look at it and then either judge you or ask you about it like the whole thing just became like every other social site. It wasn’t a place to vent anymore, it was a place to find out how someone’s feelings instead of actually talking to them or actually finding it out first hand. It’s all so dumb to me now; it turned into a place where you get “liked” by how you look instead of what you write. Idk. But all in all, I’m thankful for Tumblr for this past year. Pretty interesting year.. I learned A LOT about who I am and what kind of person I want to be. I’m grown up just a little bit more I think. 

There is a difference between having to do something and wanting to do something.

I really wish I could turn back time and choose again.

It seriously like bugs me when you complain to me that I don’t text you enough or that we’re drifting and you EXPECT me to be on you like cats and dogs. Like seriously? What gives you the right to control our so called friendship? So I text you, and do you know what stunt you pull? You kill the convo, one word answer, or the most irritating thing is that you, AGAIN, EXPECT me to keep the conversation going and to keep the questions going like you’re crazy. I’m not your dog. I’m not going to bow down to your every command. Stop complaining when you don’t do anything! Gah. So irritating sometimes.

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then you can make it happen. It just takes time and effort.

devydebz:

I just had to. real cute bro real cute <3

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vald3z:

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate. The one you can tell your dreams to. He’ll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He’ll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid eight dollars to see it. He’ll call to say “Goodnight” or just because he is missing you. He’ll look in your eyes and tell you you’re the most beautiful girl in the world. And for the first time in your life, you’ll believe it.

- Nicholas Sparks

I have not seen the lucky one :o .. I know what i’m doing thursday night ;)

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